Monday, April 16, 2012


Ya'll seriously, how did we make it as teenagers?! I must say, dating as a 27 year old is COMPLETELY different from when we dated in highschool. WOW.

I have been on a couple of dates. Some went good, some were weird, but its just nice finding myself again and being HAPPY!

Can I just tell yall...I am FAR from cocky but I've NEVER had so many men interested in me before in my life until after Brandon O.M.G. where were these men before I met Brandon!?

Everyone has their own opinions. Some think that me dating is too soon. I say that my marriage was over long before he left and until you've walked a mile in my shoes, keep your opinions to yourself. (Sorry had to throw that out there)

I am currently in a relationship. I am happy. I am being treated the way a woman should be treated. I am appreciated.

It is so weird going from being married, around the person all the time, waking up to the same person, going to bed with the same dating and not seeing that person everyday. It's been an adjustment for me...For a while I felt like a whiny teenager who threw tantrums like a 2 year old when I couldnt see him (I realize this...poor thing, and he still loves me lol)

My best friend loves him. He and I went to Paige and Jerrys the other night for pizza. Not only does Paige love him but Claire loves him and even Jerry!!! Paige says she can tell I'm genuinely happy this time. That makes me smile!

He knows what its like to be cheated on and he's been so supportive through the whole separation thing. He isnt ashamed of me because of what I've gone through* and is so willing to help me when I need it when it comes to Brandon.

**For a while I felt embarrassed/ashamed that I was getting a divorce. I felt like I had let my family down and let myself down even though it wasnt my fault. I'm past that now and it really helps having someone who isnt ashamed of dating someone that is separated and supports me with what I have to do.

Well, I think thats about it for now! Just wanted to keep yall updated with me on the dating front...YIKES!!!